..why is it?..
*sigh* it is another late night for me, even though I've got a 9 o'clock lecture tomoro but I can't help it.. I was doing work, then decided to watch familyguy for awhile and now I'm quite awake.. although, I'll probably go to bed soon.. but I've got some thoughts so I thought I'd just make a quick blog...
oh btw, props to Mervin (Nana's Stallion baby or something or other lol) because he has got one awesome site, full of thoughtful stuff that well, is just really beautiful ;) You go Merv... x
I've just been in a sort of.. well.. intellectual.. (for want of a better word, although i suppose random could fit in as well haha) about whether you pronounce the letter 'H' haitch or aitch... and I personally think its HAITCH.. because... well, the letter 'H' is supposed to give off that 'h' sound... so... logically shouldn't it be HAITCH and NOT aitch.. sheesh.. hahaha o well...
Anyway, to the more serious stuff thats been plaguing my mind for the past couple of minutes... probably brought on by this site that Merv sent to me way back and it just really touched me.. basically it was about love. Yes, love, that thing that manages to touch your insides so profoundly once you've met the right person.. and its not just your insides.. its your everything.. it touches your senses, your mind.. it goes up to a physical level as well as spiritual.. every touch, every word they say touches you in a way that no other normal person could.. and it makes you go crazy even though you keep telling yourself "stop it!"... What is it that draws us to our eventual significant others? and not on a level that makes you attracted to them on simply a physical level... why? What is it about a person that draws you to them? What if you've never met this individual that makes your heart beat faster and insides giddy and yet... there's that unexplainable something... from merely talking to them? Is there an element of 'fate' that inevitably draws two people together, and sometimes drives them apart? Were you meant to meet that person to learn how to love and give.. and understand... before being driven apart to meet the next person that could teach you more in this crazy experience called life and eventually be 'the one'...? or not and is put there to teach you another valuable lesson in preparation for the amazing experience that you will eventually have with the person that you were put on this World for...? What of the people that are lucky enough to meet that person straight off? Now, I say lucky enough because you will never have to deal with the gut wrenching pain that is heart break.. although in some respects you could argue that by having it that way, you are missing out on the unbelievable experience of loving someone unconditionally, learning to love someone unconditionally..experiencing the heartbreak, getting over it and realising that forever valuable lesson that they were put there to teach you and loving them forever for it... and then finally meeting the one and giving them all that you've got to give...
They say that the most awesome and invaluable experiences are those that come from the unexpected... As someone that has experienced that once, I fully agree. Nothing could feel better than having something suddenly happen out of the blue, and then after awhile realising that that 'thing' was what you have been waiting for... the 2nd piece of the puzzle...the thing that is meant to fill you up just that little bit more.. *sigh* questions, questions.. and no definite answer.. But I truly think, that what was meant to be, will be... and that.. being spontaneous isn't always a bad thing... especially when it comes to unexplainable feelings.. I think that once feelings get to the unexplainable.. that's when you just have to let go and let it lead you to wherever it wants to... irregardless of whether people think it's totally crazy.. or not. Once feelings get unexplainable.. you'll realise that almost everything it leads you to.. tends to be a bit crazy... But that's the best part of it! I don't feel annoyed or whatever being in this position. I feel lifted. I revel in the craziness that is life, I am revelling in the spontaneous and the crazy... because for some reason I have the need, the longing in me to do so... at this point in time, I don't know why.. but it will all come clear when the time comes.. It takes faith. And I have faith in everything that is to come.
I write this while listening to the magic that is Ludovico Einaudi. Some of the most beautiful piano pieces I think. Totally thought-inspiring. I recommend the songs Le onde and I Giorni. Beautiful.
Goodnight everyone! xox
oh btw, props to Mervin (Nana's Stallion baby or something or other lol) because he has got one awesome site, full of thoughtful stuff that well, is just really beautiful ;) You go Merv... x
I've just been in a sort of.. well.. intellectual.. (for want of a better word, although i suppose random could fit in as well haha) about whether you pronounce the letter 'H' haitch or aitch... and I personally think its HAITCH.. because... well, the letter 'H' is supposed to give off that 'h' sound... so... logically shouldn't it be HAITCH and NOT aitch.. sheesh.. hahaha o well...
Anyway, to the more serious stuff thats been plaguing my mind for the past couple of minutes... probably brought on by this site that Merv sent to me way back and it just really touched me.. basically it was about love. Yes, love, that thing that manages to touch your insides so profoundly once you've met the right person.. and its not just your insides.. its your everything.. it touches your senses, your mind.. it goes up to a physical level as well as spiritual.. every touch, every word they say touches you in a way that no other normal person could.. and it makes you go crazy even though you keep telling yourself "stop it!"... What is it that draws us to our eventual significant others? and not on a level that makes you attracted to them on simply a physical level... why? What is it about a person that draws you to them? What if you've never met this individual that makes your heart beat faster and insides giddy and yet... there's that unexplainable something... from merely talking to them? Is there an element of 'fate' that inevitably draws two people together, and sometimes drives them apart? Were you meant to meet that person to learn how to love and give.. and understand... before being driven apart to meet the next person that could teach you more in this crazy experience called life and eventually be 'the one'...? or not and is put there to teach you another valuable lesson in preparation for the amazing experience that you will eventually have with the person that you were put on this World for...? What of the people that are lucky enough to meet that person straight off? Now, I say lucky enough because you will never have to deal with the gut wrenching pain that is heart break.. although in some respects you could argue that by having it that way, you are missing out on the unbelievable experience of loving someone unconditionally, learning to love someone unconditionally..experiencing the heartbreak, getting over it and realising that forever valuable lesson that they were put there to teach you and loving them forever for it... and then finally meeting the one and giving them all that you've got to give...
They say that the most awesome and invaluable experiences are those that come from the unexpected... As someone that has experienced that once, I fully agree. Nothing could feel better than having something suddenly happen out of the blue, and then after awhile realising that that 'thing' was what you have been waiting for... the 2nd piece of the puzzle...the thing that is meant to fill you up just that little bit more.. *sigh* questions, questions.. and no definite answer.. But I truly think, that what was meant to be, will be... and that.. being spontaneous isn't always a bad thing... especially when it comes to unexplainable feelings.. I think that once feelings get to the unexplainable.. that's when you just have to let go and let it lead you to wherever it wants to... irregardless of whether people think it's totally crazy.. or not. Once feelings get unexplainable.. you'll realise that almost everything it leads you to.. tends to be a bit crazy... But that's the best part of it! I don't feel annoyed or whatever being in this position. I feel lifted. I revel in the craziness that is life, I am revelling in the spontaneous and the crazy... because for some reason I have the need, the longing in me to do so... at this point in time, I don't know why.. but it will all come clear when the time comes.. It takes faith. And I have faith in everything that is to come.
I write this while listening to the magic that is Ludovico Einaudi. Some of the most beautiful piano pieces I think. Totally thought-inspiring. I recommend the songs Le onde and I Giorni. Beautiful.
Goodnight everyone! xox
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