..ride for you..
..it is now, 10 minutes to 2 o' clock and I'm STILL awake... I actually have a perfectly good reason for staying awake this late, albeit a little bit silly.. The reason why I am actually making my self stay awake is the fact that I'm waiting for my laundry to be done because I realised that the shirt I need for a performance tomoro was dirty... so yea... =s ergh... very bad organisation on my part, but hey, its the end of the year, give me a break...
..Speaking of it being the end of the year, I can't believe that it's DECEMBER already! I've been here almost 3 months... thats sad... and pretty amazing... the longest amount of time I've ever been away from home.. It's quite depressing, yet cool, since I'll get to see Nana and co. in London by the end of next week =D and then there are the christmas sales, although I won't be able to go all out as I'd like to.. =s
Lately, I've been swinging crazily between being super depressed and super happy and hyper.. I reckon its more to do with the fact that its gettin towards the end of the year, and I'm sick of doing work and assignments and what not... and I just waaaannttt a holidaaayy already... sheesh...and then there is the problem of the ever growing void that I need to fill.. and I've been trying to occupy myself by surrounding myself with friends, getting really into my work even though I hate it... I guess I'm getting by.. I wouldn't say I'm unhappy, I'm doing great.. but that doesn't mean I'm full.. or whole for that matter. And I'm starting to feel restless, I think that I need to do something completely spontaneous, crazy, risky...yet... life changing.. whether its good or bad..
Ugh I could go on and on right now, I'm pretty much blabbing on n on purely because I need to keep myself awake.. but yea, my laundry should be done by now.. So I'm gonna check on that.. then its sleepy tiimmeee.... *yawn*
Goodnight All.
..Speaking of it being the end of the year, I can't believe that it's DECEMBER already! I've been here almost 3 months... thats sad... and pretty amazing... the longest amount of time I've ever been away from home.. It's quite depressing, yet cool, since I'll get to see Nana and co. in London by the end of next week =D and then there are the christmas sales, although I won't be able to go all out as I'd like to.. =s
Lately, I've been swinging crazily between being super depressed and super happy and hyper.. I reckon its more to do with the fact that its gettin towards the end of the year, and I'm sick of doing work and assignments and what not... and I just waaaannttt a holidaaayy already... sheesh...and then there is the problem of the ever growing void that I need to fill.. and I've been trying to occupy myself by surrounding myself with friends, getting really into my work even though I hate it... I guess I'm getting by.. I wouldn't say I'm unhappy, I'm doing great.. but that doesn't mean I'm full.. or whole for that matter. And I'm starting to feel restless, I think that I need to do something completely spontaneous, crazy, risky...yet... life changing.. whether its good or bad..
Ugh I could go on and on right now, I'm pretty much blabbing on n on purely because I need to keep myself awake.. but yea, my laundry should be done by now.. So I'm gonna check on that.. then its sleepy tiimmeee.... *yawn*
Goodnight All.
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